“HETAAA….LII…AAA…tte.”

Apa yang baru saja kuperbuat? Hal itu yang pertama lengket di kepala, ketika mata yang melek gara-gara iseng mandi jam 11 malam tadi.

*ehem, untuk kejelasannya kita kembali ke beberapa jam yang lalu tepatnya pukul dua lewatan dikit, sejam sebelum aku beli nasi bungkus sekalian jemput imouto tersayang pulang (No Siscon Interpretation, everyone) . Pada awalnya, pas baru saja logout dari bleuindonesia net niatannya cuman berburu lagu SHINEE dan game-game DOS seperti biasa.

Tapi kemudian kata itu kengiang lagi begitu situs youtube kubuka.

“Fandub.”

Yang kelihatan di depan monitor komp adalah video Just Be Friends-nya Megurine Luka. Cuman entah kenapa ada yang sedikit beda….

…ah, videonya sama, tapi suaranya sama sekali bukan suara Luka-sama. Malah, Lirik lagunya pun dinyanyiin dalam versi inggris.

dan lagi, suaranya itu…UOH.

Singkat cerita, sampai malemnya (20.00) mataku bener-bener melek. Ga ada Pencari bakat, ga ada Kamina, ga ada kerjaan, tiba-tiba aja batin hati maksa bgt untuk lakuin perbuatan “menantang” tersebut. ‘Menantang’ karena maklum, kamar ortu cuman berjarak enam ato tujuh langkah terus kamar tidurku hanya sebatas tiga langkah dengan kamar tetangga sebelah.

Pukul 23.40. Pas habis ngedit dikit script Errata 2 dan ngisi Azeena=Prologue 0.07, akhirnya project itu jadi dilaksanakan.

kuhidupkan langsung speaker subwoof yang ada dibawah kompi kamar, dan hidupin mic + Virtual DJ. Dan keperawananku atas Fandub pun akhirnya direnggut oleh sepuluh lagu itu sampai pukul tiga pagi, tepat ketika aku menulis entry ini lewat notepad. Mengejutkan, padahal volume speaker lumayan kencang tapi tak ada satupun yang bangun, bahkan oto-sama yang jarang sekali tidur nyenyak.

Dari sepuluh lagu, hanya tiga yang sukses di-dub + satu intro track…walaupun pesimis soal hasilnya tapi yah mendingan deh daripada ga ada yang selesai sama sekali.

Unreleased/Failed Failures:

Len’s Kokoro/Kiseki (Lupa donlod lirik!!)
GUMI : Bokura no 16 bit Warz (Ga sanggup ngejar liriknya!!! ( TAT) _)
Hatsune Miku : Disappearance Of Hatsune Miku (Lebih buruk daripada yang di atas. Motor Mouth Attempt Failed Horribly.PERIOD.)
Uragiri No Yuuyake (Not Manly Enough)
Blaze Line- Rap side (Hasil dubbingnya malah kaya orang meksiko kalo jadi komentator gulat)
Euphoric Field (Pas nyanyi nyantai aja, malah aneh pas udah playbacknya.)
Boa-Duvet (Usaha yang sia-sia OTL , hasilnya ke-overwrite sama FAIL is Mine.)

Successful Failures :

Intro (MoeMoe Mode…guh OTL)

Marukaite OTL (Italy’s Marukaite Chikyuu Dub)

Karasu No Kutsu (Itou Kanako’s Garasu No Kutsu, Saya no Uta OST Dub)

FAIL is Mine (Awesome Kaito’s Another World Is Mine Dub)

Enjoy My Failure at Dubbing

| Port || Description || Status
|-
|-
| 1/TCP,UDP || [[TCPMUX|TCP Port Service Multiplexer]] || Official
|-
| 2/TCP,UDP || Management Utility || Official
|-
| 3/TCP,UDP || Compression Process || Official
|-
| 4/TCP,UDP || Unassigned || Official
|-
| 5/TCP,UDP || [[Remote Job Entry]] || Official
|-
| 6/TCP,UDP || Unassigned || Official
|-
| 7/TCP,UDP || [[Echo protocol|Echo]] || Official
|-
| 8/TCP,UDP || Unassigned || Official
|-
| 9/TCP,UDP || [[DISCARD|Discard]] || Official
|-
| 11/TCP,UDP || [[Active Users]] || Official
|-
| 13/TCP,UDP || [[DAYTIME]] – (RFC 867) || Official
|-
| 17/TCP,UDP || [[QOTD|Quote of the Day]] || Official
|-
| 18/TCP,UDP || [[Message send protocol|Message Send Protocol]] || Official
|-
| 19/TCP,UDP || [[CHARGEN|Character Generator]] || Official
|-
| 20/TCP || [[File transfer protocol|FTP]] – data || Official
|-
| 21/TCP || [[File transfer protocol|FTP]] – control (command) || Official
|-
| 22/TCP,UDP || [[Secure Shell]] (SSH)—used for secure logins, [[file transfer]]s ([[Secure

copy|scp]], [[SSH file transfer protocol|sftp]]) and port forwarding || Official
|-
| 23/TCP || [[Telnet]] protocol—unencrypted text communications || Official USA only
|-
| 25/TCP,UDP || [[Simple Mail Transfer Protocol]] (SMTP)—used for e-mail routing between

mail servers || Official
|
| 34/TCP,UDP || Remote File (RF)—used to transfer files between machines || Unofficial
|-
| 35/TCP,UDP || Any private [[Print server|printer server]] protocol || Official
|
| 35/TCP,UDP || Print server|printer server]] protocol || Unofficial
|-
| 37/TCP,UDP || [[TIME protocol]] || Official
|-
| 39/TCP,UDP || Resource Location Protocol (RLP)—used for determining the location of higher

level [[Service (systems architecture)|services]] from [[Host (network)|hosts]] on a

[[Computer network|network]] || Official
|-
| 41/TCP,UDP || Graphics || Official

| 42/TCP,UDP || nameserver, [[DARPA|ARPA]] [[ARPA Host Name Server Protocol|Host Name Server

Protocol]] || Official

| 42/TCP,UDP || [[Windows Internet Name Service|WINS]] || Unofficial
|-
| 43/TCP || [[WHOIS]] protocol || Official
|-
| 47/TCP || [[Generic_Routing_Encapsulation|GRE]] protocol || Official
|-
| 49/TCP,UDP || [[TACACS]] Login Host protocol || Official
|-
| 52/TCP,UDP || XNS ([[Xerox Network Systems]]) Time Protocol || Official
|-
| 53/TCP,UDP || [[Domain Name System]] (DNS) || Official
|-
| 54/TCP,UDP || XNS ([[Xerox Network Systems]]) Clearinghouse || Official
|
| 55/TCP,UDP || ISI-GL ([[ISI Graphics Language]]) || Unofficial

| 56/TCP,UDP || XNS ([[Xerox Network Systems]]) Authentication || Official

| 56/TCP,UDP || RAP (Route Access Protocol) || Unofficial
|
| 57/TCP || MTP, [[Mail Transfer Protocol]] || Unofficial
|-
| 58/TCP,UDP || XNS ([[Xerox Network Systems]]) Mail || Official
|-
| 67/UDP || [[Bootstrap Protocol]] (BOOTP) Server; also used by [[Dynamic Host Configuration

Protocol]] (DHCP) || Official
|-
| 68/UDP || [[Bootstrap Protocol]] (BOOTP) Client; also used by [[Dynamic Host Configuration

Protocol]] (DHCP) || Official
|-
| 69/UDP || [[Trivial File Transfer Protocol]] (TFTP) || Official
|-
| 70/TCP || [[Gopher (protocol)|Gopher]] protocol || Official
|-
| 79/TCP || [[Finger protocol]] || Official
|-
| 80/TCP,UDP || [[Hypertext Transfer Protocol]] (HTTP) || Official
|
| 81/TCP || [[Torpark]]—[[Onion routing]] || Unofficial
|
| 82/UDP || [[Torpark]]—Control || Unofficial
|-
| 83/TCP || MIT ML Device || Official
|-
| 88/TCP,UDP || [[Kerberos (protocol)|Kerberos]]—authentication system || Official

| 90/TCP,UDP || dnsix ([[Dod|DoD]] Network Security for Information Exchange) Securit

Attribute Token Map || Official

| 90/TCP,UDP || [[Pointcast]] || Unofficial
|-
|
| 99/TCP || WIP Message Protocol || Unofficial
|-
| 101/TCP || [[History of the Internet#NIC, InterNIC, IANA and ICANN|NIC]] [[Hostname|host

name]] || Official
|-
| 102/TCP || [[ISO]]-[[TSAP]] (Transport Service Access Point) Class 0

protocol[http://tools.ietf.org/rfc/rfc983.txt RFC 983, ISO Transport Services on Top of

the TCP] || Official
|-
| 104/TCP,UDP || [[American College of Radiology|ACR]]/[[National Electrical Manufacturers

Association|NEMA]] [[Digital Imaging and Communications in Medicine]] || Official
|-
| 105/TCP,UDP || [[CCSO_Nameserver|CCSO Nameserver Protocol (Qi/Ph)]] || Official
|-
| 107/TCP || Remote [[TELNET]] Service[http://tools.ietf.org/rfc/rfc818.txt The Remote

User Telnet Service] protocol || Official
|-
| 108/TCP,UDP || [[IBM_Systems_Network_Architecture|SNA]] Gateway Access Server

[http://www.iana.org/assignments/port-numbers] || Official
|-
| 109/TCP || [[Post Office Protocol]] 2 (POP2) || Official
|-
| 110/TCP || [[Post Office Protocol]] 3 (POP3) || Official
|-
| 111/TCP,UDP || [[Sun Microsystems|Sun]] [[Open Network Computing Remote Procedure

Call|Remote Procedure Call]] || Official
|-
| 113/UDP || [[ident]]—user identification system, used by [[Internet Relay Chat|IRC]]

servers to identify users || Official
|-
| 113/TCP,UDP || Authentication Service (auth) || Official
|-
| 115/TCP || [[Simple File Transfer Protocol]] (SFTP) || Official
|-
| 117/TCP || [[UUCP]] [[UUCP#UUCPNET and mapping|Path Service]] || Official
|-
| 118/TCP,UDP || [[SQL]] (Structured Query Language) Services || Official
|-
| 119/TCP || [[Network News Transfer Protocol]] (NNTP)—used for retrieving newsgroup

messages || Official
|-
| 123/UDP || [[Network Time Protocol]] (NTP)—used for time synchronization || Official
|-
| 135/TCP,UDP || [[Distributed Computing Environment|DCE]] [[Communication

endpoint|endpoint]] resolution || Official
|
| 135/TCP,UDP || [[Microsoft]] EPMAP (End Point Mapper), also known as DCE/[[Remote

procedure call|RPC]] Locator service || Unofficial
|-
| 137/TCP,UDP || [[NetBIOS]] NetBIOS Name Service || Official
|-
| 138/TCP,UDP || [[NetBIOS]] NetBIOS Datagram Service || Official
|-
| 139/TCP,UDP || [[NetBIOS]] NetBIOS Session Service || Official
|-
| 143/TCP,UDP || [[Internet Message Access Protocol]] (IMAP)—used for retrieving,

organizing, and synchronizing e-mail messages || Official
|-
| 152/TCP,UDP || Background File Transfer Program

(BFTP)[http://tools.ietf.org/rfc/rfc1068.txt RFC 1068, Background File Transfer Program

(BFTP)] || Official
|-
| 153/TCP,UDP || SGMP, [[Simple Gateway Monitoring Protocol]] || Official
|-
| 156/TCP,UDP || [[SQL]] Service || Official
|
| 158/TCP,UDP || DMSP, Distributed Mail Service Protocol || Unofficial
|-
| 161/TCP,UDP || [[Simple Network Management Protocol]] (SNMP) || Official
|-
| 162/TCP,UDP || [[Simple Network Management Protocol]] || Official
|-
| 170/TCP || Print-srv, Network [[PostScript]] || Official
|-
| 177/TCP,UDP || [[X Display Manager]] Control Protocol (XDMCP) || Official
|-
| 179/TCP || [[Border Gateway Protocol|BGP]] (Border Gateway Protocol) || Official
|-
| 194/TCP,UDP || [[Internet Relay Chat|IRC]] (Internet Relay Chat) || Official
|-
| 199/TCP,UDP || [[SMUX]], [[SNMP]] Unix Multiplexer || Official
|-
| 201/TCP,UDP || AppleTalk Routing Maintenance || Official
|-
| 209/TCP,UDP || The Quick Mail Transfer Protocol || Official
|-
| 210/TCP,UDP || [[ANSI]] [[Z39.50]] || Official
|-
| 213/TCP,UDP || [[IPX]] || Official
|-
| 218/TCP,UDP || MPP, Message Posting Protocol || Official
|-
| 220/TCP,UDP || IMAP, Interactive Mail Access Protocol, version 3 || Official
|
| 256/TCP,UDP || 2DEV “2SP” Port || Unofficial
|-
| 259/TCP,UDP || ESRO, Efficient Short Remote Operations || Official
|-
| 264/TCP,UDP || [[Border Gateway Multicast Protocol|BGMP]], Border Gateway Multicast

Protocol || Official
|-
| 308/TCP || [[Novastor Online Backup|Novastor Online Backup]] || Official
|-
| 311/TCP || [[Mac OS X Server]] Admin (officially AppleShare IP Web administration) ||

Official
|-
| 318/TCP,UDP || PKIX TSP, [[Time Stamp Protocol]] || Official
|
| 323/TCP,UDP || IMMP, Internet Message Mapping Protocol || Unofficial
|-
| 350/TCP,UDP || MATIP-Type A, Mapping of Airline Traffic over Internet Protocol || Official
|-
| 351/TCP,UDP || MATIP-Type B, Mapping of Airline Traffic over Internet Protocol || Official
|-
| 366/TCP,UDP || ODMR, On-Demand Mail Relay || Official
|-
| 369/TCP,UDP || Rpc2portmap || Official

| 370/TCP,UDP || codaauth2 – Coda authentication server || Unofficial

| 370/TCP,UDP || securecast1 – Outgoing packets to NAI’s servers,

http://www.nai.com/asp_set/anti_virus/alerts/faq.as || Unofficial
|-
| 371/TCP,UDP || ClearCase albd || Official
|-
| 383/TCP,UDP || HP data alarm manager || Official
|-
| 384/TCP,UDP || A Remote Network Server System || Official
|-
| 387/TCP,UDP || AURP, AppleTalk Update-based Routing Protocol || Official
|-
| 389/TCP,UDP || [[Lightweight Directory Access Protocol]] (LDAP) || Official
|-
| 401/TCP,UDP || [[Uninterruptible power supply|UPS]] Uninterruptible Power Supply ||

Official
|
| 402/TCP || [[Altiris]], Altiris Deployment Client || Unofficial
|
| 411/TCP || [[Direct Connect network|Direct Connect]] Hub || Unofficial
|
| 412/TCP || [[Direct Connect network|Direct Connect]] Client-to-Client || Unofficial
|-
| 427/TCP,UDP || [[Service Location Protocol]] (SLP) || Official
|-433
| 443/TCP,UDP || [[Hypertext Transfer Protocol]] over [[Transport Layer

Security|TLS]]/[[Secure Sockets Layer|SSL]] (HTTPS) || Official
|-
| 444/TCP,UDP || [[Simple Network Paging Protocol|SNPP]], Simple Network Paging Protocol

(RFC 1568) || Official
|-
| 445/TCP || Microsoft-DS [[Active Directory]], Windows shares || Official
|-
| 445/UDP || Microsoft-DS [[Server Message Block|SMB]] file sharing || Official

|-
| 464/TCP,UDP || [[Kerberos (protocol)|Kerberos]] Change/Set password || Official

| 465/TCP || Cisco protocol || Unofficial

| 465/TCP || [[Simple Mail Transfer Protocol|SMTP]] over [[Transport Layer Security|SSL]] ||

Unofficial
|-
| 475/TCP || tcpnethaspsrv ([[Hasp]] services, TCP/IP version) || Official
|-
| 497/TCP || [[Retrospect (software)|Dantz Retrospect]] || Official
|-
| 500/UDP || [[Internet Security Association and Key Management Protocol]] (ISAKMP) ||

Official
|
| 501/TCP || [[STMF]], Simple Transportation Management Framework – DOT NTCIP 1101 ||

Unofficial
|
| 502/TCP,UDP || [[Modbus]], Protocol || Unofficial
|-
| 504/TCP,UDP || [[Citadel/UX|Citadel]] – multiservice protocol for dedicated clients for

the Citadel groupware system || Official
|
| 510/TCP || First Class Protocol || Unofficial
|-
| 512/TCP || [[Remote Process Execution|Rexec]], Remote Process Execution || Official
|-
| 512/UDP || comsat, together with [[Biff (computing)|biff]] || Official
|-
| 513/TCP || Login || Official
|-
| 513/UDP || Who || Official
|-
| 514/TCP || [[Remote Shell|Shell]]—used to execute non-interactive commands on a remote

system || Official
|-
| 514/UDP || [[Syslog]]—used for system logging || Official
|-
| 515/TCP || [[Line Printer Daemon protocol|Line Printer Daemon]]—print service || Official
|-
| 517/UDP || Talk || Official
|-
| 518/UDP || NTalk || Official
|-
| 520/TCP || efs, extended file name server || Official
|-
| 520/UDP || Routing—[[Routing Information Protocol|RIP]] || Official
|-
| 524/TCP,UDP || [[NetWare Core Protocol|NCP]] (NetWare Core Protocol) is used for a variety

things such as access to primary NetWare server resources, Time Synchronization, etc. ||

Official
|-
| 525/UDP || Timed, [[Timeserver]] || Official
|-
| 530/TCP,UDP || [[Remote procedure call|RPC]] || Official
|
| 531/TCP,UDP || AOL Instant Messenger, IRC || Unofficial
|-
| 532/TCP || netnews || Official
|-
| 533/UDP || netwall, For Emergency Broadcasts || Official
|-
| 540/TCP || [[UUCP]] (Unix-to-Unix Copy Protocol) || Official
|-
| 542/TCP,UDP || [[commerce]] (Commerce Applications) || Official
|-
| 543/TCP || klogin, [[Kerberos (protocol)|Kerberos]] login || Official
|-
| 544/TCP || kshell, [[Kerberos (protocol)|Kerberos]] Remote shell || Official
|
| 545/TCP || [[OSIsoft]] PI (VMS), OSISoft PI Server Client Access || Unofficial
|-
| 546/TCP,UDP || DHCPv6 client || Official
|-
| 547/TCP,UDP || DHCPv6 server || Official
|-
| 548/TCP || [[Apple Filing Protocol]] (AFP) over [[Transmission Control Protocol|TCP]] ||

Official
|-
| 550/UDP || new-rwho, new-who || Official
|-
| 554/TCP,UDP || [[Real Time Streaming Protocol]] (RTSP) || Official
|-
| 556/TCP || Remotefs, [[Remote File System|RFS]], rfs_server || Official
|-
| 560/UDP || rmonitor, Remote Monitor || Official
|-
| 561/UDP || monitor || Official
|-
| 563/TCP,UDP || [[NNTP]] protocol over [[Transport Layer Security|TLS]]/[[Secure Sockets

Layer|SSL]] (NNTPS) || Official
|-
| 587/TCP || [[Mail submission agent|e-mail message

submission]][http://www.ietf.org/rfc/rfc4409.txt RFC 4409, ''Message Submission for

Mail''] ([[Simple Mail Transfer Protocol|SMTP]]) || Official
|-
| 591/TCP || [[FileMaker]] 6.0 (and later) Web Sharing (HTTP Alternate, also see port 80) ||

Official
|-
| 593/TCP,UDP || HTTP RPC Ep Map, [[Remote procedure call]] over [[Hypertext Transfer

Protocol]], often used by [[Distributed Component Object Model]] services and [[Microsoft

Exchange Server]] || Official
|-
| 604/TCP || TUNNEL profile[http://www.ietf.org/rfc/rfc3620.txt RFC 3620, The TUNNEL

Profile], a protocol for [[BEEP]] [[Peer-to-peer|peers]] to form an [[application

layer]] [[Tunneling protocol|tunnel]] || Official
|-
| 623/UDP || ASF Remote Management and Control Protocol (ASF-RMCP) || Official
|-
| 631/TCP,UDP || [[Internet Printing Protocol]] (IPP) || Official
|-
| 636/TCP,UDP || [[Lightweight Directory Access Protocol]] over [[Transport Layer

Security|TLS]]/[[Secure Sockets Layer|SSL]] (LDAPS) || Official
|-
| 639/TCP,UDP || MSDP, [[Multicast Source Discovery Protocol]] || Official
|-
| 641/TCP,UDP || SupportSoft Nexus Remote Command (control/listening): A proxy gateway

connecting remote control traffic || Official
|-
| 646/TCP,UDP || LDP, [[Label Distribution Protocol]], a routing protocol used in

[[Multiprotocol Label Switching|MPLS]] networks || Official
|-
| 647/TCP || [[DHCP]] [[Failover]]

protocol[http://www.ietf.org/proceedings/04mar/I-D/draft-ietf-dhc-failover-12.txt

INTERNET DRAFT, DHCP Failover Protocol] || Official
|-
| 648/TCP || RRP (Registry Registrar Protocol)[http://tools.ietf.org/rfc/rfc3632.txt

RFC 3632, VeriSign Registry Registrar Protocol (RRP) Version 2.0.0] || Official
|
| 652/TCP || DTCP, Dynamic Tunnel Configuration Protocol || Unofficial
|-
| 653/TCP,UDP || SupportSoft Nexus Remote Command (data): A proxy gateway connecting remote

control traffic || Official
|-
| 654/c/new_desc/storage/1244.3-2000.html IEEE Standard (1244.3-2000) for Media Management

System (MMS) Media Management Protocol (MMP)] || Official
|-
| 657/TCP,UDP || [[IBM]] RMC (Remote monitoring and Control) protocol, used by [[IBM System

p|System p5]] [[IBM AIX (operating system)|AIX]] Integrated Virtualization Manager

(IVM)[http://www.redbooks.ibm.com/redpapers/pdfs/redp4061.pdf Integrated Virtualization

Manager on IBM System p5] and [[IBM Hardware Management Console|Hardware Management

Console]] to connect managed [[LPAR|logical partitions (LPAR)]] to enable dynamic partition

reconfiguration || Official
|-
| 660/TCP || Mac OS X Server administration || Official
|
| 665/TCP || sun-dr, Remote Dynamic Reconfiguration || Unofficial
|-
| 666/UDP || [[Doom (game)|Doom]], first online [[first-person shooter]] || Official
|-
| 674/TCP || ACAP ([[Application Configuration Access Protocol]]) || Official
|-
| 691/TCP || [[Microsoft|MS]] [[Microsoft Exchange Server|Exchange]] Routing || Official
|-
| 692/TCP || Hyperwave-ISP || Official
|-
| 694/TCP,UDP || [[Linux-HA]] High availability Heartbeat || Official
|-
| 695/TCP || IEEE-MMS-SSL ([[IEEE]] Media Management System over [[Transport Layer

Security|SSL]])[http://standards.ieee.org/reading/ieee/std_public/new_desc/storage/1244

.2-2000.html IEEE Standard (1244.2-2000) for Media Management Systems (MMS) Session

Security, Authentication, Initialization Protocol (SSAIP)] || Official
|-
| 698/UDP || [[OLSR]] ([[Optimized Link State Routing protocol|Optimized Link State

Routing]]) || Official
|-
| 699/TCP || Access Network || Official
|-
| 700/TCP || EPP ([[Extensible Provisioning Protocol]]), a protocol for communication

between [[domain name registry|domain name registries]] and [[domain name

registrar|registrars]] (RFC 5734) || Official
|-
| 701/TCP || LMP (Link Management Protocol || Official
|-
| 702/TCP || IRIS: The Internet Registry Information Service (IRIS) Core Protocol|| Official
|-
| 706/TCP || [[SILC (protocol)|SILC]], Secure Internet Live Conferencing || Official
|-
| 711/TCP || [[Cisco]] [[TDP]], Tag Distribution Protocol || Official
|-
| 712/TCP || [[TBRPF]], [[Topology Broadcast based on Reverse-Path Forwarding routing

protocol]] (RFC 3684) || Official
|
| 712/UDP || Promise RAID Controller || Unofficial
|
| 720/TCP || SMQP, Simple Message Queue Protocol || Unofficial
|-
| 749/TCP,UDP || [[Kerberos (protocol)|Kerberos]] administration || Official
|-
| 750/TCP || rfile || Official

| 750/UDP || loadav || Official

| 750/UDP || kerberos-iv, [[Kerberos (protocol)|Kerberos]] version IV || Official

| 751/TCP,UDP || pump || Official

| 751/TCP,UDP || kerberos_master, [[Kerberos (protocol)|Kerberos]] authentication ||

Unofficial
|-
| 752/TCP || qrh || Official

| 752/UDP || qrh || Official

| 752/UDP || passwd_server, [[Kerberos (protocol)|Kerberos]] Password (kpasswd) server ||

Unofficial
|-
| 753/TCP || Reverse Routing Header (rrh) || Official

| 753/UDP || Reverse Routing Header (rrh) || Official

| 753/UDP || userreg_server, [[Kerberos (protocol)|Kerberos]] userreg server || Unofficial

| 754/TCP || tell send || Official

| 754/TCP || krb5_prop, [[Kerberos (protocol)|Kerberos]] v5 slave propagation || Unofficial
|-
| 754/UDP || tell send || Official

| 760/TCP,UDP || ns || Official

| 760/TCP,UDP || krbupdate [kreg], [[Kerberos (protocol)|Kerberos]] registration ||

Unofficial

| 782/TCP || [[Conserver]] serial-console management server || Unofficial
|
| 783/TCP || [[SpamAssassin]] spamd daemon || Unofficial
|
| 829/TCP || CMP (Certificate Management Protocol) || Unofficial
|
| 843/TCP || [[Adobe Flash]]

[http://www.adobe.com/devnet/flashplayer/articles/fplayer9_security_04.html socket policy

server] || Unofficial
|-
| 860/TCP || [[iSCSI]] (RFC 3720) || Official
|-
| 873/TCP || [[rsync]] file synchronisation protocol || Official USA only
|
| 888/TCP || cddbp, [[CD database|CD DataBase]] ([[CDDB]]) protocol (CDDBP)—unassigned but

widespread use || |Unofficial

| 901/TCP || [[Samba software|Samba]] Web Administration Tool (SWAT) || Unofficial

| 901/TCP, UDP || [[VMware]] Virtual Infrastructure Client (UDP from server being managed to

management console) || Unofficial
|
| 902/TCP || [[VMware]] Server Console (TCP from management console to server being Managed)

|| Unofficial
|
| 902/UDP || [[VMware]] Server Console (UDP from server being managed to management console)

|| Unofficial
|
| 903/TCP || [[VMware]] Remote Console Port 903: || Unofficial
|
| 904/TCP || [[VMware]] Server Alternate (if 902 is in use, i.e. SUSE linux) || Unofficial
|
| 911/TCP || [[Network Console on Acid]] (NCA)—local [[Linux|tty]] redirection over

[[OpenSSH]] || Unofficial
|
|
| 953/TCP,UDP || [[Domain Name System]] (DNS) RNDC Service || Unofficial
|
| 981/TCP || [[SofaWare Technologies]] Remote HTTPS management for firewall devices running

embedded [[Check Point]] [[FireWall-1]] software || Unofficial
|-
| 989/TCP,UDP || [[FTPS]] Protocol (data): [[FTP]] over [[Transport Layer

Security|TLS]]/[[Secure Sockets Layer|SSL]] || Official
|-
| 990/TCP,UDP || [[FTPS]] Protocol (control): [[FTP]] over [[Transport Layer

Security|TLS]]/[[Secure Sockets Layer|SSL]] || Official
|-
| 991/TCP,UDP || ([[Netnews]] Administration System) || Official
|-
| 992/TCP,UDP || [[Telnet|TELNET]] protocol over [[Transport Layer Security|TLS]]/[[Secure

Sockets Layer|SSL]] || Official
|-
| 993/TCP || [[Internet Message Access Protocol]] over [[Secure Sockets Layer|SSL]] (IMAPS)

|| Official
|-
| 995/TCP || [[Post Office Protocol]] 3 over [[Transport Layer Security|TLS]]/[[Secure

Sockets Layer|SSL]] (POP3S) || Official
|
| 999/TCP || [[ScimoreDB]] Database System || Unofficial
|
| 1001/TCP || JtoMB|| Unofficial
|
| 1002/TCP || Opsware agent (aka cogbot)|| Unofficial
|-
| 1023/TCP,UDP || Reserved || Official
|}
| 1024/TCP,UDP || Reserved || Official
|}

Tentunya, hacking adalah sebuah tindakan penembusan celah keamanan di salah satu jaringan oleh seseorang yang memiliki kemampuan dalam memanipulasi keamanan jaringan dan mengontrol PC target. Menurut tujuannya, kelompok orang yang disebut hacker ini dibagi dua.

yang pertama adalah “White-Hat”, kelompok hacker yang melakukan tindakan pembobolan keamanan dengan tujuan yang terbilang ‘aman’, yakni mencoba untuk mengeksplorasi daerah-daerah baru di sekitar jaringan, dan juga untuk meneliti tingkat keamanan di jaringan tersebut.

sebaliknya, “Black-Hat” atau Cracker ialah pribadi-pribadi yang melakukan hal tersebut lebih jauh, yang tentunya memiliki tujuan destruktif, entah itu uang, pencurian identitas, atau pengrusakan seperti yang dilakukan oleh para kreator malicious apps.

kemudian di sisi lain, terdapat juga kelompok orang yang lebih condong ke “Black Hatters” yang disebut dengan “Carder”, pengguna kemampuan memanipulasi nomor kartu-kartu transaksi yang umumnya menggunakan aplikasi yang “sudah jadi”….atau demikian katanya XD

well, I had enough rants in this post. on to the next one…

Akhirnya, setelah konfigurasi ini-itu, kali ini kita sudah sampai di akhir ujian, yakni membuat Web server.  lanjutkan baca untuk finalenya lebih lanjut.

1. 1. PERALATAN YANG DIBUTUHKAN

Untuk praktek kali ini, peralatan yang dipakai adalah komputer yang memiliki OS Linux Debian Woody dan juga bind yang terkonfigurasi. Selain itu, Komputer Windows yang akan dipakai sebagai client yang dihubungkan dengan cross cable. Tak lupa juga CD yang berisi paket debian yang diperlukan (apache).

1. 2. LANGKAH KERJA

a. Hidupkan komputer kemudian login sebagai root

b. Setelah itu, install paket web server dengan menggunakan perintah “apt-get install apache” dan masukkan CD paket debian yang diperlukan.

c. Tunggu proses penginstallan

d. Jika instalasi sudah selesai masuk ke file httpd.conf dengan menggunakan perintah “vi /etc/apache/httpd.conf”

e. aturlah konfigurasi seperti yang di bawah;

ServerName [www.[nama domain]]

ServerAdmin webmaster@[nama domain]

DirectoryIndex (tambah file index) index.php

Kemudian untuk VirtualHost yang terletak jauh dibawah,

NameVirtualHost [IP address anda]

<VirtualHost [IP address anda]>

ServerName [nama domain]

ServerAdmin webmaster@[nama domain]

ServerAlias [www.[nama domain]]

DocumentRoot /home/[nama user]/public_html

</VirtualHost>

f. Setelah dikonfigurasi kemudian disimpan dengan perintah “wq!”

g.   Kemudian sebelum restart, kita harus membuat direktori public_html yang ada pada konfigurasi diatas dengan memasuki direktori skel dengan perintah  “cd /etc/skel”. Lalu buat direktori public_html dengan menggunakan perintah “mkdir public_html”

h.   setelah itu, buatlah user yang sesuai dengan konfigurasi sebelumnya agar tidak terjadi error dengan menggunakan perintah “adduser [nama user]” kemudian masukkan password sesuai keinginan dan ulangi sekali lagi. Isi keterangan opsional, kemudian ketikkan y pada pesan “Do you want …….. y/n”

h.   Kemudian berikan perizinan user dengan perintah “chown [nama user].users –R public_html”

i.    Setelah itu restart paket apache yang telah dikonfigurasi dengan menggunakan perintah “/etc/init.d/apache restart”. Jika berhasil, maka dapat dicoba dengan menggunakan aplikasi w3m yang dapat di-install dengan perintah “apt-get install w3m” dan memasukkan CD yang diperlukan .

j.    Setelah instalasi w3m selesai, tes web server anda dengan mengetik perintah “w3m www.[nama domain]”. jika sudah berhasil akan tampil tulisan Index.php

k.   Kemudian, untuk mencoba melalui client, Hidupkan komputer client terlebih dahulu

1. Pastikan jaringan client sudah tersambung dengan server menggunakan kabel cross
2. Atur IP anda agar sesuai dengan jaringan server. Setelah itu pastikan anda benar-benar tersambung ke server dengan mencoba melalui “ping [ip server]”
3. setelah benar-benar terhubung. Tes web server dengan menggunakan internet explorer . sebagai tanda keberhasilan, browser akan menampilkan menu “Index of”.
4. Selanjutnya, anda bisa juga membuat variasi halaman dengan membuat index menu di document root dsb.

kali ini saia akan membahas konfigurasi FTP server debian untuk menjadi media upload WSFTPpro dari windows ke linux debian.

1. 1. PERALATAN YANG DIBUTUHKAN

Untuk praktek kali ini, peralatan yang dipakai adalah komputer yang memiliki OS Linux Debian Woody dan komputer Windows yang akan dipakai sebagai client yang dihubungkan dengan cross cable. Tak lupa juga CD yang berisi paket debian yang diperlukan (proftpd).

1. 2. LANGKAH KERJA

a. Hidupkan komputer dan login sebagai root

b. Install paket FTP dengan menggunakan perintah “apt-get install

proftpd” dan masukkan CD yang diperlukan hingga instalasi selesai.

c. Setelah instalasi selesai, masuk ke proftpd.conf dengan

menggunakan perintah “vi /etc/proftpd.conf”

yang perlu diedit /ditambah:

- port =21

-umask= 022 022

-AllowOverwrite= on

setelah itu simpan konfigurasi dengan menggunakan perintah “wq!”

Setelah selesai dapat di tes dengan menggunakan perintah “cd /etc”

g. Setelah masuk kedirectory etc maka ftp dites dengan menggunakan

perintah “ftp”

d. Setelah itu masukkan localhost yang diminta pada saat pengetesan ftp misalnya (www.[nama domain] yang sudah dikonfigurasi)

e. Kemudian proses ftp akan meminta password. Masukkan password user yang digunakan.

f. Jika berhasil maka akan tampil bacaan connections.

1. 3. TROUBLE SHOOTING DAN PENYELESAIANNYA

- User tidak bisa login : barangkali ada kesalahan dalam penulisan nama user ketika membuat user atau memasukkan password yang salah.

Sekarang kita masuk ke bagian yang mengambil andil besar dalam breakdown saya tahun lalu (I Am Not Making This Up, trust me). Gampang, tapi menyesatkan begitu kita lengah TAT. well, Konfigurasi DNS Server Debian Woody + sedikit tips konfigurasi TCP debian, Here we go.

Note : Lakukan konfigurasi ini sebelum masuk case 3! dan tanda (#) tak usah ikut diketik

1. 1. PERALATAN YANG DIBUTUHKAN

Untuk praktek kali ini, peralatan yang dipakai adalah komputer yang memiliki OS Linux Debian Woody dan Komputer Windows yang akan dipakai sebagai client yang dihubungkan dengan cross cable. Tak lupa juga CD yang berisi paket debian yang diperlukan (bind).

1. 2. LANGKAH KERJA

- Hidupkan komputer server dan login sebagai root

- Install paket DNS dengan menggunakan perintah “apt-get install bind”

- bila ada permintaan untuk memasukkan CD yang berisi paket, masukkan CD tersebut ke dalam tray

- Setelah instalasi selesai masuk ke named.conf dengan menggunakan perintah “vi /etc/bind/named.conf”

- Kemudian tambahkan didalam file tersebut data dibawah ini

zone localhost “[nama zone]” {

type master;

file “/etc/bind/db.[nama config];

};

- setelah selesai, simpan konfigurasi dengan perintah “wq!”

- kemudian masuk copy db.local dengan db.[nama config]. Apabila file db.[nama config] terjadi kerusakan maka file asli masih ada dan dapat di-copy kembali

- setelah menggunakan perintah “ cp db.local db.[nama config]” maka masuk ke file db.[nama config] dengan menggunakan perintah “ vi /etc/bind/db.[nama config]”

- setelah file terbuka, ubahlah konfigurasi menjadi seperti berikut:

@                                         IN     SOA [Nama Domain]. root.[Nama Domain] (

(#)                                                            2 ;Serial

(#)                                                            604800 ; Refresh

(#)                                                            86400 ; Retry

(#)                                                            2419200 ; Expire

(#)                                                             604800 ; Negative Cache TTL

)

(hapus @-nya)                   IN     NS                  [Nama Domain]

(ganti @ dengan ns1)       IN     A                     [IP address anda]

[IP address anda]              IN     PTR                 ns1

www                                        IN     CNAME          ns1

[Nama subdomain]           IN    CNAME          ns1

k. setelah konfigurasi file db.[nama config] selesai jangan lupa untuk menyimpan dengan menggunakan perintah “wq!”

l. setelah semua konfigurasi selesai, restart DNS dengan menggunakan perintah “/etc/init.d/bind restart”

m. kemudian test dengan menggunakan perintah ping [alamat DNS]. Konfigurasi berhasil bila memunculkan balasan “reply”

n. untuk pencobaan client, aktifkan dan konfigurasi IP komputer client yang telah    tersambung dengan kabel cross secara otomatis (melalui DHCP) maupun manual dengan memasukkan IP address server di “use the following DNS server address” pada pengaturan TCP

e. masuk ke cmd, lalu ketikkan perintah ipconfig /all. jika telah terhubung ke server maka semua domain serta IP yang terdapat pada server akan tampil

f. kemudian untuk memeriksa DNS dapat menggunakan perintah “ping [Nama DNS]”atau dapat juga menggunakan perintah “nslookup localhost/ nslookup [Nama DNS]”.jika ada balasan reply maka DNS telah berjalan atau berhasil.

TIPS untuk konfigurasi TCP :

1. 1. RINGKASAN TEORI YANG AKAN DIBAHAS

TCP (Transmission Control Protocol) adalah protokol yang lebih dikenal sebagai TCP/IP, dimana IP (Internet Protocol) mengendalikan transmisi tingkat rendah dari komputer ke komputer dalam bentuk informasi. Praktek berikut akan menunjukkan pengaturan dari TCP di komputer yang menggunakan OS Linux Debian Woody.

1. 2. PERALATAN YANG DIBUTUHKAN

Komputer yang telah di-install dengan Linux debian Woody

1. 3. LANGKAH KERJA
   1. Aktifkan komputer, lalu login sebagai root
   2. Buka konfigurasi TCP melalui perintah “vi /etc/network/interfaces
   3. Setelahnya ubah komentar sesuai dengan dibawah :

auto eth0

iface eth0 inet static
address [IP address yang anda inginkan]

netmask [subnet mask]

network [IP network]

broadcast [IP broadcast]

gateway [IP gateway]

untuk virtual IP, gunakan:

auto eth0:1

iface eth0:1 inet static

address [IP address]

netmask [sama dengan di atas]

network [sama dengan di atas]

broadcast [sama dengan di atas]

untuk menambah konfigurasi bila anda memiliki Ethernet card, cukup buat konfigurasi yang sama di bawah konfigurasi awal untuk membedakan.

1. Setelah konfigurasi selesai, simpan dengan perintah “:wq!” dan restart dengan perintah “/etc/init.d/networking restart”

1. 4. TROUBLE SHOOTING DAN PENYELESAIANNYA

-Gagal ping IP sendiri : Lihat kembali konfigurasi di “interfaces”, apakah IP yang di ping sama dengan IP yang dimasukkan di konfigurasi.

Daripada menceritakan panjang lebar tentang debian yang bisa dibaca di The Other Wiki, saya langsung lompat ke langkah-langkah awal instalasinya. gomen kalau ngga ada skrinsot, karena saya saat itu tak menggunakan VMWare dan dilarang membawa kamera ke sekolah X=X

1. 1. PERALATAN YANG DIBUTUHKAN
   1. CD lengkap Debian Woody
   2. Sebuah Personal Computer lengkap dengan optical drive, keyboard dan Ethernet card untuk instalasi jaringan.

1. 2. LANGKAH KERJA

1. Set boot sequence melalui menu BIOS yang umumnya melewati menu BIOS FEATURES ke cdrom lalu simpan pengaturan melalui SAVE & EXIT SETUP
2. Masukkan CD debian ke dalam optical drive, lalu akan ada pilihan untuk boot kernel. Dalam kasus saya, saya menggunakan bf24 untuk memulai instalasi
3. Akan ada pilihan bahasa yang dimulai dengan menu “Choose your language”. Dalam hal ini, kita memilih bahasa Inggris karena lebih mudah dimengerti
4. Kemudian, muncul pilihan setting keyboard melalui “Configure your keyboard”. Biasanya untuk English, keyboard defaultnya adalah QWERTY, namun anda bisa juga memilih opsi lain bila interface keyboard anda berbeda.
5. Lalu, muncullah opsi untuk mengatur partisi hard disk anda. Bila anda belum memiliki partisi swap untuk berganti OS dan partisi utama untuk instalasi, pilih opsi tersebut dengan menekan [ENTER] pada “Partition a hard disk.” Lalu mengatur partisi anda dengan opsi-opsi penting sebagai berikut :
6. “Delete” untuk menghapus partisi.
7. “New” untuk membuat partisi baru.
8. “Write” untuk menulis jenis partisi yang telah ditentukan.
9. “Bootable” untuk mengatur bagian partisi yang dipakai untuk boot.
10. Setelah itu akan ada pilihan untuk mengaktivasi partisi swap melalui menu “Initialize and activate a swap partition”. Anda barangkali ingin memeriksa partisi swap anda untuk mengantisipasi kerusakan atau bad-block, jadi pilih “Yes” ketika anda disodorkan permintaan untuk “Bad-Block Scan”.
11. Sesudahnya, akan ada pilihan untuk mengaktivasi partisi Linux melalui menu “Initialize a Linux partition”. Setelah menekan ENTER pada opsi tersebut, anda akan diberikan pilihan untuk memilih tipe File System untuk partisi Linux anda. Pilih “Ext3” lalu tekan ENTER. Kemudian, pilih partisi Linux yang akan diberikan File System “Ext3” tergantung dari pembagian partisi anda. Lalu, sekali lagi, anda diberikan tawaran untuk “Bad-Block Scan”, namun pemeriksaan tidak lagi dilakukan kepada partisi swap, namun ke partisi Linux. Jadi pilih “Yes” untuk memastikan kalau partisi Linux anda tidak mengalami kesalahan. Setelah itu pilih “Yes” pada pilihan selanjutnya bila anda sudah pasti memilih Ext3 untuk partisi Linux anda. Kemudian pilihan untuk me-mount partisi Linux anda sebagai “Root Filesystem” akan muncul, pilih “Yes” untuk mengaktifkan opsi tersebut.
12. Selanjutnya, Install Kernel dan modul-modul drivernya melalui menu “Install kernel and driver modules”. bila installer meminta sumber tempat instalasi kernel pilih “cdrom” bila anda sudah pasti memasukkan CD instalasi kernel dan driver untuk debian woody.
13. Selanjutnya anda akan dituntut untuk memilih modul-modul driver, berhubung tujuan instalasi OS ini untuk keperluan jaringan, jadi yang terutama adalah memilih driver untuk Ethernet card lewat “Configure device driver modules” dan memilih drivernya di ‘kernel/drivers/net’ Note: Perlu diingat, anda harus mengingat apa nama Ethernet card anda untuk menghindari kegagalan install pada driver.
14. Kemudian, konfigurasi jaringan anda melalui “Configure the network” :
15. Choose the hostname : Menentukan nama host anda
16. Automatic network configuration : menentukan jaringan anda secara otomatis
17. Choose the IP address : Menentukan alamat IP anda
18. Choose Network Mask : Menentukan subnet mask anda
19. What is your IP Gateway Address : Menentukan Gateway anda
20. Choose Domain Name : Menentukan nama Domain anda
21. Choose the DNS Server Addresses : Menentukan alamat nama Domain anda
22. Selanjutnya, install system dasar melalui “Install base system”. Lalu pilih ‘cdrom’bila anda disodorkan pilihan untuk memilih direktori source instalasi.
23. Setelah ter-install, set system menjadi bootable melalui “make system bootable”, lalu pilih “Install LILO in the MBR”  dan pada opsi “other bootable partitions”, pilih “put all into the menu” bila anda memiliki partisi bootable lain.
24. Anda bisa saja membuat sebuah boot floppy dengan memilih “Make a Boot Floppy” atau langsung me-restart computer anda dengan memilih “Reboot the system”.
25. Keluarkan cd hingga masuk ke LILO boot menu, pilih Linux setelahnya.
26. Konfigurasi system Debian :
27. Time Zone Configuration : pengaturan zona waktu
28. Password Setup : pengaturan password user
29. remove the pcmcia package : menghapus paket pcmcia
30. use the PPP connection to install the system : memakai koneksi PPP untuk instalasi system
31. Apt configuration : mengumpulkan paket-paket aplikasi debian melalui berbagai sumber, dalam hal ini saya memakai cdrom.
32. security updates : update security dari security.debian.org
33. tasksel : menjalankan tasksel
34. dselect : menjalankan dselect Note: tasksel dan dselect adalah instalasi kumpulan paket aplikasi.
35. tunggu hingga system mengkonfigurasi paket apa saja yang akan di ambil sampai terdapat pilihan “Do you want to continue?”. Ketik “y” untuk melanjutkan dan tekan ENTER.
36. erase any previously downloaded .deb files : menghapus file-file berekstensi .deb yang sebelumnya di download.
37. Pada pilihan “you must choose one of the options below:” pilihlah 5 untuk memudahkan konfigurasi jaringan nantinya.
38. Konfigurasi selesai.

PS. Untuk instalasi paket, gunakan perintah “apt-get install [nama paket]” .

setelah ini, mari kita lanjutkan ke konfigurasi DNS >:)

OK, makin pengen internetan tambah susah semenjak hari-hari magang yang indah berakhir TAT.  Semester dua ini, saia kembali dihadapin dengan obviously the deadly penguins from hell, walaupun tak separah waktu kelas dua dulu, yakni OPENSUSE  10 TAT. tapi bukan itu sekarang yang bikin saia ngeri, tapi karena rasanya ngga sreg untuk makainya pas UN praktek SMK nanti akhirnya memang tak ada pilihan lain……DAMN YOU DEBIAN WOODY!!!!!!

Sekarang, walaupun hanya tiga jam, tapi saia sudah serasa meraih kembali kemerdekaan saia yang direnggut oleh pinguin-pinguin brengsek itu D8< . Tapi yah,  setidaknya UN besok ngga sampe bikin mail server sih. Fiuuuh..

Setelah post ini saya juga akan post instant tutorial  instalasi debian woody 9 juga konfigurasi DNS dan Web server yang telah susah payah saya pelajarin setelah kegagalan akbar tahun lalu yang sampe bikin manly tears saya keluar tiap kali saya mengenang kejadian tragis itu.

….semoga kita yang SMK kelas XII TKJ lulus semua.. AMIN!! GANBARE!!!!

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…How many years have it been,
Since that day?

When I said “that” day, it was the first time we met.

It was enthralling.
That time, I didn’t know who you are, nor did I care about it.

On the old aircraft,
You knew you would get killed with an extremely high probability.

Yet,
You ignored your comrades whom already met their demise and floating along with the Steel wind, and kept charging forward,
Through the gray clouds to the bloody red atmosphere.

Why? I thought to myself.
You, the weakest of all races yet still determined to confront me,
The monster who tried to fulfill this world’s dying wish?

But, as I thought it’s futile for you for took arms,
A bullet pierced through my limbs.

I lost…
It seems the goddess of luck bestowed upon those who were the weakest,
Though I preferred to call it miracle,

Because such things as goddesses never exist.

____________________

It was the first time I wanted to come to your house,
But of course my materialized form wouldn’t be fit in there, and it’s already “dead”.

So I took form from the imagination that almost similar with the “body” from beings called “Human Species” and “A-Rays” who began living on top of me,
…and I was impressed.

I didn’t think that their imagination was this beautiful.
A golden ring on my head, a milky white silk dress, and a beautiful skin belonged to be the young generation of this “human” species.

I didn’t know why, but it was delightful to live in this kind of image.

And afterwards, I came straight to your home.

_________________________________________

It was the first month of me living in your apartment.

I just felt a new sensation I’d never have before. At the time when my “body” lost some power, my stomach always rumbling with a loud voice. And strangely, I was embarrassed.

It was fun, except the first week when you always kicked me out, although at the fifth day you were going out somewhere for a whole night, rubbing your head.

By the way, I figured out your identity.

You were a Human, not from the [Human Species], but instead the [Humans] that supposed to be living in this world ages ago before A-Rays were born. [The Factory] foods, or I should say the foods in this age were inedible for him due to being too nutritious for the weak body of the “normal” ones it became poisonous to them. So, [Humans] encouraged to have medications in order to live on.

You seemed to be not realized yet that I was the “bird” he shot down months ago. Well, my present appearance was a bit too beautiful than the past.

One day, you mumbled something. From what I heard, it’s like “How ironic.”, or something similar.

Anyways, I love the days I went to see how things work, learning how to clean, and can you teach me guitar basics again? I still wonder what tuning is.

_________________________________________

One night,

You came home with a smell of alcohol from your breath, indicated that you were drunk.
I asked where you from, you just replied “A bar.”
When I asked why, you replied “just a small talk.” and sat lazily on the floor, leaning on the bed.

A few minutes passed with a deep silence. We eat, although it was just me, while he was only taking medicines.

Suddenly, you asked “If you were getting into fight with some dangerous monsters, why do you fight?”

I answered with an obvious answer, “I don’t want to die.”

“So, why you don’t want to die?” Again, you asked.

“Because I want to live.” There, another common answer

“Then, why do you want to live?”

And I gave my opinion for the ambiguous question “Remember, I’m already dead. I can’t explain completely, but if someone wanted to live, probably because they had a purpose, right?” Everyone had their own role since they’re born, and they would know their own role, and that role probably become their “purpose” to live.

But,

As for abnormal beings such as me, we didn’t need logical reasons to live, because our existences were none of them logical at all. And, we didn’t have a will, so we just acted according to the wish of the Earth.

Slowly but sure, an unknown feeling bloomed inside me since that night. It was more like a desire of wanting, but that was vulgar, so “affection” was more appropriate. Time by time, I became more confused with myself.

____________________________

Today, I told you everything, and you seemed to be understood some part of it.

The truth about our first “meeting”, my current state, and my true form, everything.

But you looked content with it,

And the split second after you said,

“Are you, happy?”

My face became hot, but it managed to keep itself white.

And when I unconsciously said “I wish I was a real angel”,
I meant it.

If I became one of them, I can express this locked feeling to you honestly.

That way, both of us will be together, or so my ideal thought by itself.

…And then, you left.

_______________________________

Today, you went back to this apartment.

I was a little surprised to the point of almost thinking you came back because of me.

But that wasn’t the case, right?
You just came back to pick up the old rifle again…

The time when you took it, I recalled the scene where you shot me in that bizarre sky.

So I spontaneously asked if you were going to fight “it”…

“It” was one of us, the most superior beings from the other planet called “Aristotle” by Humans.

“It” was a cross-shaped giant from Saturn, thunders zapping from its body to the ground and its steps were marked as earthquakes.

“It” was far stronger than me, the being from Venus.

Unfortunately, I couldn’t leave this place. If I do so, countless angels will pour down from the “heavens” as the part of me that called “the World Tree” fell down.

And before you left,

It was the greatest moment I’ve ever felt in my “Life”.
All that I could hear was only “I’ve fallen in love with you.” from the long sentence.

Was this feeling that those people in this city called… “Love”?

Or, was this just another side effect for using the image from imaginations of inhabitants from this world?

___________________________________________
___________________________________________

Days passed along with the fallen angels from the World Tree.

The town seemed to be empty. Abandoned houses were all over the place, stood still with their rusted doors and frail woodworks. The factory that usually active was also abandoned, along with its products and foods that scattered on the floor in the production block.

Scars and cracks from the thunder produced by [TYPE-SATURN] could be found at the streets, especially the highway, making artificial cliffs around it.

There were no signs of living humans or A-Rays in the city, making it almost the same as a ghost town.

But the town wasn’t empty after all.

In fact, there was an apartment room that still clean and there is she, the dweller of this room. The room was very neat from the door to the edge, the guitar at the end of the room was tuned up perfectly, despite the finger marks that showed how much effort she put into the guitar that originally didn’t belong to her, the same goes to this room.

The girl was watching emptily at the gray clouds.

Every day, every month,

She sat on the chair next to the small window, waiting for “him” to return.

Although she was not really waiting,

Because she knew,

The person she waiting for, the owner of this apartment room, was no longer in this rotting earth.

———————————————————————————————

In other side of the world, there was someone lying inside the broken plane that crashed in the middle of a red desert.

The corpse was unrecognizeable due to dried up by age, but in contrast,

The sleek, beautifully ebony rifle was leaned beside him, as if guarding its master.

Fin